Billie Eilish - Getting Older

Im getting older
I think Im aging well
I wish someone had told me, Id be doing this by myself
Theres reasons that Im thankful
Theres a lot Im grateful for
But its different when a strangers always waiting at your door
Which is ironic
Cause the strangers seem to want me more than anyone before (Anyone before)
Too bad, theyre usually deranged

Last week, I realized I crave pity, when I retell a story
I make everything sound worse
Cant shake the feeling that Im just bad at healing
And maybe thats the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
Which is ironic
Because when I wasnt honest, I was still being ignored
Now were estranged

Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now
Things Im longing for, someday, Ill be bored of
Its so weird
That we care so much, until we dont